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(Source: moosekleenex)

◤ let’s try this..(warning: feelings jam) ◢

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i’m finding it sad that i have the hardest time using this blog for my personal thoughts. I’m so scared by what people(mostly my friends irl) will say/think of me if i do, god i’m such a fucking wimp

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again and again

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it seems like its going to be an everyday thing, for mom and bro to say “you should get a job” 
and now a new one “i expect As this semester”
…..i’m just gonna keep to my new yrs resolution…
 upset=sew my problems away 
 

why does it seem like i have to get new scissors for fabric every month!?!
 

What if Rejet: What if we made an otome game out of Wasurenagusa?
Me:
Me: I'll work harder so my pay will increase!
Me: I'll study harder so my parents will increase my pocket money!
Me: I'll be a hardworking girl!
Me: I'll never be messy again!
Me: I'll listen to my parents!
Me: I'LL SELL MY SOUL TO YOU REJET
Me: I'LL BE YOUR SLAVE FOREVER REJET
Me: JUST FRIGGING TAKE MY MONEY AND LEMME DROWN ALONG WITH THE SHINSENGUMI CAPTAINS REJET
◤ ughh back from 5 days without internet… ◢

i find it sad that i’m debating on not using my internet as much…after those five days……

◤ That awesome moment when you feel like complete and total shit and you’re just confused ad frustrated about everything in life and then you take it out on everyone else around you. then you feel like crying because you’re a total jackass ◢

well time to go blogging on my other blog that everyone forgot about.

◤ well this is sorta alright ◢

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◤ …dammit… ◢

so my mom has been having some problems with her health lately.
and well she came home, and was like “we need to talk as a family later about what the doctor said”
……….
I’m scared shitless…..I’m finally over my Dad’s death…and now some bad news for mom’s health…
and when I questioned her about the seriousness of this, and is it curable. 
she just said…she doesn’t know if its curable…….
……….i’m gonna have a complete break down if my mom dies
she’s the person i go to for everything
she’s basically my best friend

she’s the one i look up to…
why the fuck does it have to happen like this NOT EVEN A FUCKING YEAR AFTER MY DAD DIED!! 

I still need her….i’m only 18 not even 19, im a dumbass, i hate this so much….

….i just hope she’ll be fine…. i really do….
…i don’t wanna have to go through another parent’s death…

◤ I wish I knew what I wanted in life… ◢
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